Sunday, August 15, 2010
My rezday is coming up on Wednesday and I'm all depressed. I haven't accomplished much, I've made some friends and lost some friends but SL is just the same as its always been. I'll have been here 5 years this March. I can't believe I've wasted half a decade on this crap. I don't know why I still do it. I've come to loathe how SL has evolved and I don't know if subconsciously I think I can change it or something but I barely bother to log in any more. Even my rezday isn't much of a reason to log in, I mean, the kind of friends I keep don't do the whole "Lets throw a big annoying party at a crappy dance club!" thing, which every other day of the year is awesome because I can't stand the kind of people that find stuff like that fun or cool but a part of me still feels left out. I guess its my same rp/wedding/primbabby envy I get...I wish I could enjoy that shit like everyone else but I really can't stand any of it.