Thursday, May 20, 2010

I'm butthurt. Social exclusion makes me butthurt.

I made a non-offensive non-mean joke and someone told me my input was unwarranted and I should fuck off so I did. It made me all emosad because it reminded me of when I tried to be in the 6th grade and failed. I got butthurt over people going "WERE YOU PART OF THIS CONVERSATION? NO YOU WEREN'T. GO AWAY NO ONE LIKES YOU" a lot when I was in middle school. I figured as I got older I'd be able to deal with such social rejection but nope, still can't. Being told to fuck off is still completely soul crushing.

9 comments:

  1. I hear you on this one. Sometimes you just gotta tell the world to fuck off louder than it's telling you to. I'm 25 and it's yet to get any easier. Grr.

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  2. we like you, daria! the antiforums would be meh without you. the only ones who don't like you are the stoopid ones who deserve your scrutiny.

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  3. I agree, sadly, rejection hurts at any age. Sometimes no matter how thick our skin gets, no matter how high we build our walls... sometimes things get through, and make us take a step back. We are in fact, only human. Even Kick-Ass Daria isn't bullet proof if you know where to aim. ^.^

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  4. On the note of social exclusion, I used to think I was always on the outside looking in. Until I decided to turn it around and think of myself as on the inside looking out.

    I despise elitism so if you have been told to fuck off, it just saves you the trouble of having to say the same to those kind of people some time in the near future. They ahve revealed what kind of people they are, you haven't.

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  5. Um Daria, let me sign this...

    a secret admirer...

    <3 the next time they tell you to fuck off fuck off straight to me...

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  6. Who wants to be in the cheerleading squad anyway....!

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  7. Well... rejection is painfull, yeah, but let me just tell you Daria, that everytime i read a post of you, I have the deep feeling that you are highly traumatized with that teen age time... Oh well, i hear you always mentioning things about underage and that stuff, it is tiring. I do think, you should once for all, let all those rocks drop dead, and move on with your life. If someone tells you to fuck off, Just do it. Even though it hurts. Never show it, and move on. Maybe someday, that one person that was an idiot, will apologize.... as we all know that many people like to cyber-bullying.... And if you let them know that it got you... you loose, they win. Just my advice anyway... Lotsa love and light!

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  8. All three of my avatars are excluded every day at clubs and shows no matter how well known they are. All the immature losers with a desire to relive high school in SL make me laugh at their efforts. The good thing about them though is there are so many they make it easy to figure out who isn't worth my time.

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